A small note can represent my life and thoughts.
I'm always being pessimistic when I'm alone. =(
I'm always being optimistic when I'm not alone. =)
Therefore, please dont leave me alone.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Everyone got rite to say u but only me no tat position to say u is it ?! i wanna know then, whose the everyone ? stranger ? neighbor ? cousin? even parents u doesnt bother at all !
who the hell is the everyone? let's assume wat u mean in everyone is dad & mom then
where's your respect? like u will care asshole! Ya, absolutely correct i was like tat in the
age of yours, a good example did u c i gain anything from it? still got any other reasons y
i have no rite to say u? just because my result is sucker than yours ?! yeah...i agree i'm not
tat good in result, then tell me wat i had achieve before u can or not? u think u very good
in sharing feelings? think maturely small chunks! so good in study but dunno use brain,
u got wat position to speak out?! i reli dunno wat i get after advising u, i got wat benefit?
like i very happy to do so, i help my parents to teach kids? i wan help U because u are
my sister! and just that little words u say tat u hate me? com'on then...i feel so PROUD
that i have such sister...OMG! as a brother trying to give advise to own sister to study
well, get hated in the end and blast me deep deep in her virtual life...free
marketing wei...where to find such a good sister?
I will always remember how u hate me !!!i feel tat i am very stupid...even my sister calling me an idiot...i always feel proud of my sibling in their good result...my brother studying in johor...i got not much chance to ask him if i had some question...i dun mind asking my sister showing that i am stupid or like wat u say idiot...she can actually help me sometimes...and now i knew...i'm just an idiot for u...
10:08 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
you think you're lifeless is it ? living in a house of emptiness ?
voice out since you have that much of unsatisfactions that you feel that is unfair to you
I swear someday i will piss off
I use to hate you in my growing stage
but I know I'm elder I shouldn't treat you like that
I trying hard to cares your feeling
I share with you whatever you want not like last time
you can do anything you want if you wish to
I just cant stand it, looking at a girl wasting time in online game
which is no ending and nothing gain in it after playing
first thing everyone come back is nagging ?
I only know since I reach home you already sitting in front of computer
even I advising you, you are not bothering
I know your result are sucks this time
I feel very stupid I advise you just now
if your result is good, then do whatever you like, I wouldn't stop you
I knew you in love few month ago
Do I speaking crap in front of parents ?
I even know you use to fucking around in your virtual life
what I really cant believe is that you can actually wrote these
you was like feeling that you got nothing wrong at all
I just feel very disappointed
Do you cares about our feelings ?
10:55 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
just say watever u like
if u think is because of me causing u like tat then sure is me de lo
u dun even know wat's the problem u have
so fast put the blame on others
为谁设想都好，但肯定没有你分
ur voices are dam irritating
i learn something new as well
to mute ur voice in this world
i will like to say bye bye
7:14 PM
Thursday, April 8, 2010
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Is such a enjoyable day for me =)
I had my dinner in T.G.I together with Robin and Mei Ling
fortunately, Robin is in good mood today,
AND we have a wonderful free meal for today's dinner ^^
we had it in garden's T.G.I
after watching few match of table tennis game
by Robin, he participate our coll's event
and his in quarter final now
good luck to you !!!
back to the dinner
is quite nice eating together although just 3 of us
we have unlimited topics
teasing around, and doing our favorite things
saying people BAD WORDS
C=
10:24 PM
Thursday, April 1, 2010
最近感觉上做什么都很累！但是睡在床上又睡不着，十点睡可以滚到一点，不睡又不想做其他东西，睡又好像很浪费时间。不知你们听过吗？
[一天有二十四小时，八个钟的时间用在睡 ，也就是说一天的三分之一已经失去了，如果你有六十岁寿命，乘去这三分之一，你就已经睡了二十年]
可怕吗？还是认为睡不够？
我常常都会发现身边的朋友在慢慢地为所谓的目标而努力做出改变，而我呢？什么志愿，什么梦想？我都没有。有时也不知道自己在想什么？明明就知道世上没有不劳而获的东西，也很明白当中道理，可是就懒懒散散，就因为“懒”这词？
每晚吃晚饭时，都会留意到妈妈坐在我身边，露出一副担心的样子看着我吃，每当我发觉都会感到很心酸，那副这样的表情，是有什么意识的吗？
10:41 PM
