A small note can represent my life and thoughts.
I'm always being pessimistic when I'm alone. =(
I'm always being optimistic when I'm not alone. =)
Therefore, please dont leave me alone.
Thursday, November 13, 2008

leng ma ?this is after i 10 minit split left de...if not more alot than here...
geng lo...form 5 student ready to have war in exam ...me leh ?where to find mood?how to concentrate ?zzz...reli dunno how leh ...teach me ...this month the klinik like my second houses...dunno wan go how many time ...some more every time is different sickness need doctor help...feel tat i am ntg like tat hor in school ?i feel my self was ntg also ...tell u all u all also like treat me as joke only ...here no pain there no pain ...a morning wake up a spm date tim...split saliva like usual...wow ...==...got blood de o...unbelievable...keep on split laa...blood blood and blood ...but i like normal also ...no pain in any part of body at all...then go drink alot of water lo...the taste like mix with blood drink like tat ...ok le then ntg le...come back from school also never go c doctor ...coz i tot ntg le ...then this morning when i was doing math ...do till half i taste blood again ...==...i split out lo...omg lo...whole hand blood again...i wipe it on the table below...><...bo bian maa i no time to lose...impossible pants or uniform rite ?then drink water again lo...this is the only cure wat i know ...ok laa ...ntg again le...recess also didnt feel it le...cigik le...4.30 reach home ...take bath ...yes !!! again ...bliding mouth ...later c doctor again lo...wat to do ?
5:30 PM